For all

You are good actually. But need to improve okay. Work hard

Its time to start study salwani.. no more laziness, no more over slept... start thinking about your patient, how to manage them, how to treat them well. Dont compare yourself with anyone else. They maybe good in studying, but remember you maybe good in other things too.. be grateful. Be sincere when you talk with your friend.. some of your friend maybe like to lie when you ask whether are you study or not during holiday and they may said no, im not study... so for you, be sincere, if you study a bit, just say it you study only a bit... afraid of Allah for lying.. its okay if you study but still did't manage to do well compare to your friend who do not study.. as time goes on, you will understand... pray to Allah that one day, you will understand all those things...

Sentap #pict

Balas budi

Orang yang aku tak patut lupa untuk balas budi:
- parents (of course. Speechless sbb a lots)
- cik ciklee sepupu (penjaga sejak di upm,  penasihat jerawat hahah, selalu dok mai melawat kt upm bawak p jalan2, etc)
- tok wan (dok kayuh gerek hantaq aku time tadika, dok masak makanan, ajaq ngaji, ajaq masak, jaga kami adik bradik bila mak kena p kursus time kecik2, backup aku klu kena marah ngan mak etc.)
- cikgu2 lecturers (ajaq aku jadi budak mau belajaq)
- tok ayah ( selalu jd driver famili aku kalau nak p jalan jauh2 sbb wan x bg mak bawak keta jauh2, even p loqstaq panggil tok ayah. Now tok ayah dh kena potong kaki-below knee amputation sbb dm)

Saadiah

First time slwni kehilangan orang terdekat... tak tau mcm ni punya sedih kehilangan seorang sahabat.. malam semalam nangis smpai mata bengkak.. pagi ni bngun subuh ambik wuduk nangis, time solat nangis, fayer solat nangis... mgkin lps ni klu main futsal ja, msti ingt caad.. kita praktis gila2 tahun lps utk futsal n Alhmadulliah dpt no 1... tahun ni kita main lg basket... walaupun x menang, tak tau plak that will be our last time main sport together... tq caad penah hantar slwni ke ktm serdang time nak balik... tq caad ajar slwni jadi pemurah klu bab belanja kawan2... seriusly, slwni mmg ikut jejak caad klu bab belanja kawan2.. mmg akan teringat caad... tak tau lps ni mcm mana...mungkin time nak belanja kawan2 tu kena sedih dulu sbb teringat caad... k lah.. slwni x nak sedih lagi... slwni tau caad mesti x suka orang nangis kannn... sayang caad..

Group D

I think i am too in love with my groupmate... they are all very2 nice to each other... suka menyakat orang, bullying each other, helping each other... i dont know why when it comes to relationship, i will become too emotional... but i think it maybe because of my parent dah divorced, so i tend to appreciate every relationship(friendship) .. maybe.. hoping for this friendship will last longer .. inshaAllah

Ending

Medic night... supposedly should be a happy moment .... tapi di sebaliknya, menandakan dekatnya nak final exam, and paling sedih tanda semakin hampir perpisahan. walaupun mulanya tahun 1, rasa macam tak selesa sangat dengan batchmate, especially lelaki batch sendiri... bising entahapahapa... tapi lama-lama boleh sesuaikan diri... perempuan pula, mulanya rasa mcm susah jugak nak masuk, tapi lama-lama kenal setiap orang sangatlah baik semua... T.T.. oh nooo.. i think i am too emotional... (*sedih)... betul la orang cakap, tak kenal maka tak cinta.. haihh... dah kenal semua, rasa sedih la lagi pulak fikirkan nanti dah semua orang bawa haluan masing-masing... apa nak buat.. hakikat hidup tu memang macam tu.. tak akan kita akan kekal dengan orang yang sama-sama... mesti akan berjumpa dengan orang yang jenisnya berlain-lainan kan...

actually takda apa pun nak tulis, cumanya saja nak catatkan sesuatu sebab haiihh rasa sedih tetiba... okayyy choww! salam.

~stay calm salwani.. the journey is still long..